Been Awhile

WOW does life get away from you sometimes. Its been awhile since Ive posted. Kids back in school and busy with my day life and some with my chocolate but not as busy as id like. Ive had a few parties thats to the leads program! I just love DCD! its so much fun I wish I could grow my team. It seems others grow all the time but I just struggle, I dont kniw why BUT we have a great promo coming so hopefully that will change. We had our monthly meeting and did a recipe contest it was so fun.

How Old Are You?

So its been a couple of crazy days. The husband started redoing the bathroom. I picked out the tub and surround and my dad helped out and bought it. That turned into the whole room getting redone with the help from my m-i-l. Still waiting for it to be finished would love to have my toilet back in. Any who, my friend was throwing a bday party for her bf and it was SAt night whuch of course caused issue with husband cause he was doing the br. Well sorry I made a commitment. then sunday i worked again and went food shopping. Monday I worked 1 hrs and i get home and he really asked me what was for dinner? Seriously? WTF! Then I have to hear how he does everything and I dont do anything. Shut the Fuck Up! I dare you to walk 1 day in my shoes. I am good at what I am good at and you are good at what u are good at, I dont judge you or through ur shit in ur face i wont let u do it to me! I am tired of living in a world where u can verbally abuse me. This is crazy! I am to old for this shit and gave up to much to waste my life being treated like this. So take this warning, learn how to treat ur woman the way I deserve to be treated!Thats it i am done.

Do you ever?

Do you ever get the feeling that you want to cry? No apparent reason why just this feeling of sadness. You cant control these feelings they just come over you like a truck. you get grumpy and moody just over something someone might have said that normally wouldnt have any effect on you. But no not today. Today is the day I am moody and tired. I did alot today and pushed myself when i have been so dizzy. I slept for 12 hrs and once i could get up I got moving, slowly but moving. I got my new glasses today and actually wearing them. took awhile to get used to them where they wouldnt hurt or make myself more dizzy. i cant wait to get this fixed I know its just my ear but the ENT is such a jerk and doesnt want to think that. Had the blood work done today. i hurt. for some reason the chick was struggling finding my vein then moved the needle in my arm , i know that is gonna bruise.

Dizzy life I Lead

Wow this vertigo is so for the dogs. I get so warn out from the constant dizzy spells. I try to get on with my usual day to day things like work but focusing is so difficult. I am trying to act like things are ok but all in all they arent. i truly hope that this is just because of my allergies are so bad this year. kinda scared to get the MRI results back. So much stress right now i cant help it, work is so stressful. Retail banking is so much pressure and I can usually handle it pretty well but with all the extra things going on its getting to much. Dr offered to take me out of work for a bit and I really thought about it which the old me would have never done. Jason's liver passed the Germany test so now he has to go for a biopsy and then final review with the drs panel if that goes well they will schedule the surgery. Crazy! Its such a good thing he is doing and I cant believe he isnt scared. I cant think to much about it or i will get to scared. Just have to cross that bridge when we get there. Getting some good leads with DCD just really need some parties. Looks like i will have 2 vendor events in May so they will probably generate some parties. hopefully, well i could start my rant on the kids but my eyes wont handle it. til next time

Birthday/Earth Day!

Had a crazy week. Been getting these dizzy spells that dr doesnt exactly know what it is. Causes blurred vision. Going for an MRI tomorrow. I believe its has to do with my ear. Ive had issues with my right ear for yrs. Feels full. Ive had swimmers ear in the winter and just always have issues. ENT says its because of my tmj but i think thats bull. Went for eye exam today to make sure everything was ok on that front and it is. except having to buy new glasses.Been slow on my Dove business. I try to market everyday but I am struggling getting bookings. I have to think of different things to do. I think I am just so stressed at my full time job. My boss does things so different than I prefer. she thinks she does things to motivate but i feel she just puts us down. I hate when you look for examples on how to do things and you get told we just did it.sorry that doesnt help me. The boys have a trip tomorrow to Virginia Beach for chorus. They are excited. there is so much going on its hard to keep my life in check. Dr apts, work, emails,dogs, kids, bills,husband, keep it all together is crazy. I will do my best and try not to stress! Yea right easier said than done.

Working Saturday

I really am so tired of the night sweats I get. No matter what I do they dont stop. Its hard to get a full night of sleep . So when it comes time to get up I have a hard time since Ive tossed and turned all night. Last night was no different, but since its my weekend to work I had no choice. I got up took both dogs out and then showered and went on my way. Stopped at Wawa for a bagel and coffee but they only had plain bagels.Not what I wanted so I opted for something else. Not much going on a work which is not good when your in sales but I will hope for a better day. Ive had cramps and a headache all day but I made it through. Got home and we went to Home Depot to look at bath tubs since our disaster the other night. Found 1 we like now just have to get it. Did some more errands and took Tyson to the pet store and he was so funny. Barking whole time. We got him a HUGE bone since all he does is eat my shoes and today the bathroom rug. he was trying to run in the store but just slipped all over the place. Hilarious!! So now i sit here at 10 pm ready to go to bed while the kids watch Julie and Julia.Got my stickers,folders and pins today which was exciting. But its time for bed. nighty night.

Another Day another meeting

Got up early today for a fun filled meeting. Meeting wasnt too bad besides being long. Had some intresting speakers including one guy talking alot about Instore Banking which of course the way to go and where I work. fodd was pretty good but i got the worse headache while there and still have. Not alot to do with the chocolate world. sent alot of messages around the GREAT special we have. I am jealous of some of the other regions. They have things our region lacks, a team and togetherness. Its sad.